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 Create Your Badge 19th October 1993 People call me weird and I totally loathe indecisive beings. tagboard
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IS it?
Okay I guess people did have the question in their head why I started to drift away from church and start to live my life in this way that many followers oppose. And fuck you if you think it was because of Wallace cause apparently it wasn't. He came into the picture later. Skip that and let me tell you. Cause even in church, I can not see a prefect soul. Some people(LOOK CAREFUL, I SAID SOME. NOT ALL.) are really good in teaching but not doing good example. I can see "brothers and sisters" flirting with each other in church. I can see double-sided faces. I can see fakeness in their smiles at times. I can see back stab. I can see they are not keeping secrets. I can see many flaws and they do find excuses to shield themselves from being seen unholy. They are not honest. They say they are disappointed. I am too. I find no belonging in there. I tried to go. I got myself mostly nothing. I wonder why they don't understand that in this puberty stage there is something called opposite gender-attraction. Don't tell me you have not been into a relationship before. Don't tell me you do not like the feeling. Although it hurts when everything ends, it worth the pain cause you tasted it. It is sin. A temporary sweetness that leads to eternal bitterness. But don't tell me you did not fall into it. It might cause a lover to become a foe but bear in mind, decisions are made by people themselves. They can choose to be friends too. Stupid. One more case, opposite close friends are being separated. Awkwardness is created cause y'all kept emphasizing on "if you continue like this, that will happen." It might be true but bear in mind, y'all made them felt that before even letting them knowing what will happen. They might be plain best friends but you made them think that there is such thing that they will like each other, it will happen cause the words are tattooed in their heart.
Pom 09
    Eug is fast at uploading photos (Y) Prom marked an end for this year. No matter how reluctant I am to give in to time, I got to admit defeat and carry on my life next year without the graduating students. Poly/JC will be their next destination whereas I am still in school next year :( Oh wells. Yesterday was fun. As usual, we took a lot of photos-.- Eug and guoyong were nominated to be prom queen and king! Unfortunately eug wasn't crowned to be prom queen :( however guoyong is the prom king of the year! :D Went haji for sheesha and drink after that. And according to yinhui, I think I was drunk and did stupid things in the cab. Nursing a hungover at home is not fun. I slept for 12hrs straight and missed training. In fact, there is no training for today. Liar. I've work tomorrow at 11am. Kill me.
You Are Peaceful and Content You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. brain dead
 Today I am a whole zombie due to sleep deprivation. Claire and I were suppose to leave work at 6pm yesterday but we were asked to stay to serve chinese wedding dinner due to the shortage of staff. That is why we end up sleeping at 1+. I crawled out of my bed and woke claire up. I headed school while she went home. Stupid rohaila isn't teaching today. We can go home after handing up our homework. Obviously I slept back till afternoon and met up with claire and mel at jp to get my clutch. In all, I got everything for prom already :) Wondering if I should go m'sia with weiting eileen and stella on sunday.... :/ pretty please with a cherry on top
  This morning, I got up at seven for school till noon. Mdm rohaila's pace is a little too fast for me to catch up. Everytime I try doing questions she assigned, I find myself stuck and skip them one by one. However, I did flip my textbook just now and did some correctly eh! :) Met claire at her place after I got ready and had lunch over a coffee shop near her house. We concluded that she's a rainy day kind of gal while imma sunshine gal. She makes the rain pour when she goes out for the third time of this week whereas I brought brolly. Right after we finished our food, it seem like god's punishing us for not reading our bible daily. He summoned heavy downpour and apparently my brolly wasn't put in a good use. We got our feets wet and our outfits were all wet! Funny part is, we walk while screaming literally. Over-excited I guess. Took bus to jp after that and I swear it was effing cold. Mission to find my clutch led me to a few options but I decided to try my luck at raffles tomorrow after work. Am working from 12 to 6pm. Bet it's western luncheon and I can predict that the plates will be darn heavy. Hope tomorrow will be a better day! :} go work go. Moolah come faster please cause my account is depleting... Oh yes, I'm glad that I have finished my amaths homework even though there are a few undone questions. Will try them again tomorrow! What an irony when reality is totally opposite from tarot cards. I don't know which one to believe in. Neither do I know what I want. fidelity
"You are not gona promise each other that you will not disappoint one another, because at some point you will. What is important is you dont go away, you dont escape, you dont leave one another just because you are disappointed.Thats the meaning of fidelity." darling, i had a bad night.
1) Jennifer's Body sucks. This is because firstly, Megan Fox ruined her image by spilling red juices all over her body and threw up black substance in the movie. Secondly, Chip died in the end. It is amusing that I cried when Chip dies at the very end after he told Needy, "I think I have already died but I woke up because I heard your voice." Thirdly, the band named Low-shoulder is extremely satanic and guys there look fugly. Lastly, I don't really like girls making out..... -.-2) I had a nightmare yesterday. Extremely torturous one. Mixture of many kinds of people that I know including china girls from work, a weird-looking guest yesterday and somebody. It's strange to think that my brain can go to this extreme of blending everything together as one. By the way, the main point is I woke up crying without Claire noticing. As a matter of fact I did not cry, I teared and sniffed hardly cause I couldn't breathe. LOL. 3) 8 nov... a lot of people's birthday! I'm going Amelia's birthday party later too :) 4) Got amaths homework again......... |